A fortuitous concatenation of atoms

Tolstoy became a believer in Jesus when he was 50 years old, following a crisis of faith."Having questioned myself, and having questioned the reputed philosophers whom I knew, as to what I am and as to the purport of my life, and, after getting the reply that I was a fortuitous concatenation of atoms, and that my life was void of purport, and that life itself is evil, I became desperate, and